Mafia and CEOs and jerks, oh my!

After reading and reviewing nearly 300 books in the past six months, I finally did it- I made me a blog. Am I more official now? It seems to be so. And so it must be.

Profile: Compulsive reader. Romantic suspense/contemporary romance/dark romance/NA romance addict. Particularly fond of mafia, forced/arranged marriage, secret baby, kidnapping, and dark alpha heroes.

If these genres blow your skirt up, as they do mine, check out my reviews. If you are like me, you are forever chasing that next elusive five-star read. Make it easy on yourself, and just cheat off of mine. I won’t tell.

I’m just out here doing my part for humanity. These books won’t read themselves.

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Untouchable by Sam Mariano

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

DARK romance

Wow… this turned out to be quite different than I anticipated. In a GOOD way.

I had read a few reviews, so I expected dark. But this started out REALLY dark. Still, throughout the story the author did an excellent job of building out the characters, and turning around my opinion of Carter. I did eventually end up rooting for him. And after the way the book started… well, at the beginning I did not see myself rooting for him. Unless it was rooting for him to get hit by a bus.

I ended up LOVING this book. Would love to see more, maybe about some of his friends? Particularly the friend toward the end? Just a thought. 🙂

Edited 4/26/20: We ARE getting a book for the friend at the end who has since been dubbed Restaurant Guy! No word yet on title, release date, etc., but it is on the schedule!

Also, read this a second time recently, and loved it just as much as I did the first time. Lawd, this author can write the hell out of a book.

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The bully isn’t supposed to win…

Senior year was off to a rough start: lube in my locker, panties on my front porch, unimaginative name-calling. See, I got a player suspended from the football team for harassing me, and in my small Texas town, you don’t mess with the football players—even if they mess with you first.

I didn’t care if it was an unpopular thing to do; I stood up for myself… and in doing so, opened Pandora’s Box.

I never dreamed I would attract the attention of locally worshipped star quarterback, Carter Mahoney. Never imagined his coveted attention would turn out to be such a nightmare. Beneath his carefully constructed façade lurks a monster, a predator looking for the perfect prey to play with. Now, since I’m the girl no one likes or believes, I guess I’m the perfect target for his dark games and twisted desires.

After surviving my first encounter with his casual depravity, all I really want is for Carter to leave me alone.

But all he seems to want is me.

WARNING: This book is provocative. It is categorized as DARK ROMANCE for a reason. If you are a reader with certain triggers or sensitivities common to the dark romance genre, PLEASE heed the author’s note at the beginning of this book.

Lucca (Made Men #4)

Lucca by Sarah Brianne

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

As delicious as I’d hoped!

Kidnapping? Yes, please. Mafia? Yes, please. Kidnapping AND mafia? SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY! 💵

I had been waiting for this book, reading Vincent and Chloe for the purpose of getting to this one.
Don’t get me wrong- I enjoyed those two books (Vincent more than Chloe, but whatevs), but they were appetizers for the Lucca main course.

Oh man, this book had it all- nefarious villain still angling for his evil plan, mafia, kidnapping, age gap (oh yeahhh), sexy times, action, and suspense. Phew! Be still my beating heart.
In this book we find out the extent of Lucca’s infatuation with Chloe, and how long it has been going on. We also FINALLY get the story of what happened to her four years prior, and also some more dirt on just how horrendous her parents are (spoiler alert: extremely damn horrendous- I would say worse than Lake’s mom and stepfather). And boy, if I don’t just love me some good back story.

I was glad the author had Chloe take her time warming up to the idea of human contact. A lesser author might have had her go from “Jesus- stay away from me” to “Jesus- come inside me!” within two days. This author gave Chloe some breathing room. Let her dip her toe into the pool little by little. There was some coaxing along the way. But as Lucca said- he never asked her to do something he didn’t think she could handle. He didn’t rush her.

I found the resolution of one of the plot points (around 65%, roughly) to be a bit oddly located. There was still a considerable number of pages left, and only the remainder of the romantic story line to carry it. What I’m saying is… it felt early to me. I also thought the way the villain handled it seemed odd.

BUT, that’s neither here nor there. It is still a five-star for me!

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Lucca was made the underboss, being what nightmares are made of.
Chloe was scarred by her past, learning too young that nightmares are real.
He has waited long enough to claim her soul, but he must take it from the devil first.
Her soul might have been better off claimed by the devil.
The only way to save her from her past is to delve into his.
The world as she knows it will come crashing down.
I’m the fu**ing boogieman.
I’m just a fu**ing freak.

NOW LIVE: Shadow Man (Grayson Duet #1)

Shadow Man

Grayson Duet: Book One

By Catherine Wiltcher


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SHADOW MAN is a brand new mafia romance from the author of the bestselling Santiago series… 

This is the first part of a duet, but there are NO emotional cliffhangers.

Genre: Mafia/Cartel Romance 

Cover design by ME Kusel, Steamy Designs

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Cause and consequence:
Two words that haunt me.
When I was stolen, I learned to hate.
When he saved me, I learned to fear.
I ran from him, following a trail of the dead, from Miami all the way to Colombia.
Now I’ve fallen into darkness again, and he’s the only one I see.

But he’s a shadow man.
A bad man.
A soldier.
A killer.

The red right hand to the devil himself.

We’re a dirty contradiction: I’m the girl who can’t be touched, whom he refuses to set free.
We’re a dangerous obsession: There’s damage running deep in both of our souls.
Caught up in a cartel war I want no part of.
Trapped between love and hate.
One night will change everything…

For years, Joseph Grayson killed in the name of Dante Santiago.
Now, he kills for me.

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Meet the Author

Catherine Wiltcher is a former TV producer and a self-confessed alpha addict. Her writing is best described as sinfully sexy, and her characters always fall hard and deep for one another. 

She lives in the UK with her husband and two young daughters. If she were stranded on a desert island, she’d like a large pink gin to keep her company. Cillian Murphy wouldn’t be a bad shout, either…

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REVIEW: Shadow Man (Grayson Duet #1)

Shadow Man by Catherine Wiltcher

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Five “loved it” stars!

Oh, I had been waiting impatiently for this one! I needed Joseph’s story like I need blueberry scones. Which is to say—a lot. Because I need blueberry scones a lot.

Joseph, El Assasino, is every bit as hot (but also delightfully cold) as I knew he could be. His infatuation with Anna has only grown since the first moment he laid eyes on her during the Santiago trilogy. He saved her from a physical Hell, but he is struggling with how to save her from the trappings of the Hell in her own mind. He is used to enemies he can kill. Maim. Cut. When the enemy is figurative, and requires Anna to willingly take part in the slaying, the problems start. How can he save someone who doesn’t WANT to be saved?

Or, does she?

Anna is all over the place at the beginning- apathetic, chasing the next high. Accepting the bad things that happen rather than fighting. And what she seems to be most afraid of is Joseph; her feelings for him. She is also afraid of her own brokenness; wondering if she can ever be fixed after what she endured while in captivity. So what does she do?

She runs. Right into trouble’s warm, waiting arms. And her name is Viviana. Her new “friend.”

“You want to disappear,” she states again, blinking slowly. “I can help you.”

Instead of a safe haven, Anna finds more danger than what she left behind.

I ran a thousand miles to escape from men exactly like them.

I loved the growth Anna experiences during this book- rising from a quivering, hollow woman into a fierce force to be reckoned with. And when she gives in to her attraction to Joseph? Explosive. Fire. Oh my. Just excuse me for a minute…

This book has it all- action, suspense, and steam. Also violence, secrets, reveals, and a twist I sure didn’t see coming.


I loved “seeing” the characters from the previous Santiago books. It was like seeing old friends. And Dante? He is just as hot as ever. Might be time for yet another re-read of the Santiago trilogy.

This is book one of a duet, but didn’t end on a brutal cliffhanger. It ended the same way a season of Outlander ends: with a setup for the next part of the adventure. It was perfect. I am excited for the next book as opposed to on the edge of my seat and angry, left without the resolution of an intense scene. So, thank you for not doing that to us! ❤

I find that the more I read, the more fussy I get. Books that I loved a year ago just don’t do it for me anymore. My list of go-to, always-good authors has dwindled. But, Catherine Wiltcher will always be on my list. I have yet to read a book of hers that didn’t have me fighting sleep and flipping pages.

Highly recommended, as always. And safe even for those who are otherwise bingers since it doesn’t end on a brutal cliffhanger.

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SHADOW MAN is a brand new mafia romance from the author of the bestselling Santiago series…

“Richly layered & unique… All-consuming and flawlessly written” – Sammy, Just Let Me Read

Cause and consequence:
Two words that haunt me:
When I was stolen, I learned to hate.
When he saved me, I learned to fear.
I ran from him, following a trail of the dead, from Miami all the way to Colombia.
Now I’ve fallen into darkness again, and he’s the only one I see.

But he’s a shadow man.
A bad man.
A soldier.
A killer.
The red right hand to the devil himself.
We’re a dirty contradiction: I’m the girl who can’t be touched, whom he refuses to set free.
We’re a dangerous obsession: There’s damage running deep in both of our souls.
Caught up in a cartel war I want no part of.
Trapped between love and hate.
One night will change everything…

For years, Joseph Grayson killed in the name of Dante Santiago.
Now, he kills for me.

Shadow Man is the first part of a duet, but there are NO emotional cliffhangers.

Vincent (Made Men #2)

Vincent by Sarah Brianne

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Liked it more than expected

Four “I really liked it” stars!

I’m gonna hit you all with some truth real quick: I decided to read Vincent and Chloe exclusively to get through to Lucca’s book. In fact, I was tempted to skip both and go straight to Lucca. I LOVE me an intimidating, extra alpha hero. Is it hot in here, or is it just Lucca? 🔥

Down, girl… it’s not Lucca time yet. Focus, for fu%&’s sake.

Okay, back to Vincent. I really liked how possessive Vincent is, because evidently I have some kind of unhealthy issue with that on top of an affinity for characteristics of intimidation and extreme alpha behaviors. Sigh. I also got a kick out of Lake refusing to be “owned,” and staying strong in the face of her family’s abuse. That said, she came across a bit bratty in her dealings with Vincent. I also thought she was a bit bratty in the part with her grandparents. That was hardly her worst living situation, and yet her reaction to it after even such a short period of time was pretty over the top. It made her seem dramatic and ungrateful.
I definitely loved seeing more of Lucca, Amo, and Chloe. I got a kick out of the charismatic character of Sadie even though she was a bit of a psycho. I didn’t say I want to hang out with her (I don’t- bi#@h be crazy)- I just said I enjoyed her character in general.

Anyway, I am liking this series more than anticipated. I picked it up after seeing it recommended ad nauseam in a couple of my Facebook reader groups, and I have not been disappointed.
I’ll read Chloe’s book in the interest of continuity, but truthfully, I just want more LUCCA.

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Vincent knows the glamorous side of the Mafia, being born a soldier.
Lake lives on the opposite side of the tracks, born the daughter of a soldier.
The light and dark side of him are at constant war, but he is letting his darkness reign.
She is trying to find peace, and she will soon be far enough away to find it.
Discovering that his boss owns her, showed him how little he knew her.
Knowing all about him only makes her want to hate him.

I’m a fu**ing made man.
I’m just fu**ing trailer trash.

This work of fiction is intended for mature audiences only. All sexually active characters portrayed in this ebook are eighteen years of age or older. Please do not buy if strong sexual situations, violence, drugs, child abuse, and explicit language offends you.

This book is a stand alone story. However, to receive the full experience ‘Nero (Made Men, #1)’ is recommended before.

Nero (Made Men, #1)

Nero by Sarah Brianne

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Oooh- I LOVE me a good high school bully story!

Okay, so this wasn’t a traditional bully romance in that the bully (or bullies, as it were) is not the the hero. Which sounds weird to say if you aren’t traditionally a reader of bully romance. But I digress…

“I don’t want to see you ever touch another guy again. You can kiss and hug your father and brother, but if I find out you’ve touched another guy—I don’t give a shit who it is—they won’t live to let it happen again.”

Nero was HOT! So possessive. So protective. Gah- I loved it! He hadn’t noticed Elle during their entire high school tenure, and then halfway through senior year a twist of fate threw them together. It wasn’t a coincidence that he suddenly noticed her, but she has no idea what drove it. As Nero’s feelings for her develop he starts to worry about the big lie between them, and what it could do to them if/when it came out. Oh, the delicious angst!
I love mafia romance. I love bully romance. And now the romance community has been gifted a mafia bully romance? Be still, my quivering lady bits!

That part at @ 66%? JESUS. I have a whole new respect for cupcakes. And also, now I want a cupcake. And a Nero to share to it with. And not in that order.

If you are a fan of possessive heroes, and bully reads, then I definitely recommend this book!

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Nero is the king of Legacy Prep, living a life of power.
Elle is the school’s punching bag, living a life of fear.
The only good girls Nero knows jump in his bed when he tells them to.
The closest Elle has come to a bad boy like him is in the cafeteria line.
The mob boss gave him orders to find out what she knows.
Her mouth is sealed.

I just want to be a fu**ing made man.
I’m just a fu**ing waitress.

Bully Me: Class of 2020

Bully Me: Class of 2020 by Shantel Tessier

My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Bully Me: Class of 2020 is an anthology of bully reads. This review is for Sam Mariano’s Prequel to The Boy on the Bridge. I will add to it as I finish the other stories in the anthology.

YES! I need more! I need the rest of Hunter and Riley’s story!

“Don’t torture me, Hunter.”
“This isn’t what it feels like to be tortured by me, Catnip.”

It took me a few pages to get into this one (literally only a few), but then it was off to the races in pure Mariano style! Riley’s adolescent tension was so perfectly on point. I remember vividly what it felt like to have a young crush. The butterflies. The ache in your chest. The insecurity. It is captured beautifully here. Her excitement that this boy, this COOL boy, likes HER (well, I definitely can’t relate to that part, but I can imagine). Not that she cares if he is “cool,” but it just adds to the difficulty surrounding their potential relationship.

I definitely felt like the other shoe was about to drop at any moment– this isn’t an anthology about warm and fuzzies, after all. The anticipation of knowing it would happen, but not knowing when, turned it up a notch.

His own mother thinks he’s a bully. Maybe I’m the fool for thinking he’s not.

Of course, in THIS situation, it seems Riley’s insecurity (and her mother’s wariness) were warranted.

“What you did today… that was just cruel.”
Hunter shrugs. “Never claimed to be a nice guy.”

When things go south, they go real south.

It’s a good thing he’s standing close, because I can’t get out much beyond a whisper. “I’m so sorry.”
With a knowing little nod, he says, “Not sorry enough, though. Don’t worry. You will be.”

Riley hopes maybe it will blow over. Maybe he will let it go. But this is Sam Mariano…

He will definitely not let it go.

“No one can hold a grudge quite like my son.”

I can’t wait to get my grabby hands on the rest of the stories in this anthology– the 24th can’t come soon enough!!

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Loving your tormentor isn’t easy, especially when they collect broken hearts and parade them around like trophies. They’re the bad boys, the alpha a**holes, and the thorns in our sides. They push us past our limits, turn us on, and break us.

They’re our bullies.
They’re the class of 2020.

Eight bestselling authors are teaming up to bring you eight unique brand-new stories about the guys we love to hate.

This anthology benefits one of the largest anti-bullying organizations in the world, and all proceeds will go toward helping to support victims of bullying.

Note from the authors
Bully Me: Class of 2020 is a collection of novellas that includes a mix of standalones and prequels that will later be expanded upon.

Shantel Tessier
Callie Hart
CoraLee June
Siobhan Davis
Kaydence Snow
K Webster
C.M. Stunich
Sam Mariano

Another (A surprise pregnancy romance)

Another by Fiona Cole

My rating: 3 of 5 stars

I liked it, but I didn’t love it

While this book contains one of my favorite tropes (secret baby/pregnancy), I didn’t end up loving it as much as I’d hoped to love it. I still liked it, but something wasn’t quite there for me. Perhaps not enough suspense? Maybe the resolution was too quick when they hit a bump in the road? I can’t put my finger on it, but I am left feeling… unsatisfied.

This was my first read by this author. I liked her voice, and the hints of back stories made me curious about her other books. I did actually add the book that follows this one (due next year) to my TBR, so there’s something. I admit I added it because it’s an age-gap romance called Teacher (he is not actually a teacher, to my knowledge), and that sounds super hot.

Anyway, if you are a pretty straight contemporary romance reader this will probably be more up your alley. I read across multiple romance genres, and like a little more suspense/intrigue than what I got with this book.

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The first time I saw him, he entranced me and offered to help me forget my broken engagement.

The second time was on a blind date with no last names and undeniable passion.

The third time, I was eight months pregnant with his baby he knew nothing about.

This time he’s not letting me walk away so easily.

I See You

I See You by Ker Dukey

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Well, dang it… guessed the twists halfway through

Shucks. I guessed the twists on this one. It was still good, I still really liked the book, but there was a specific foreshadow that gave it away for me with each of the big twists. It spoiled the read for me a bit personally, but I won’t penalize the book with a lowered rating based on that.

This is a DARK read. Not one I would classify as dark romance- more erotic thriller. Bordering on erotic horror, if that’s a thing? It is graphic. And horrific. I swear, parts of me physically hurt from reading some of what happens in this book. So, consider yourself warned.

If you are looking for anything resembling a romance- move it along. This isn’t for you. If you are looking for a dark and twisty thriller, and can stomach graphic and depraved violence, then you should dive in to this book.

Tags: Standalone. Kindle Unlimited. Erotic thriller.

Triggers: brutal and violent non-consent; graphic violence including murders and a brutal sexual assault; reference to off-camera sexual assaults of minors.

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This is a DARK novel, 18 only. Standalone title.

I watch you, I see you in ways no one else can, and through my lens I create a life of you for someone to dissect. I capture you in your vulnerability; that smile, your laugh, those tears. I document you and sell your secrets.

When I watch you through my lens you’re mine until I pass you to the buyer. I, like most people, have a fetish for pretty things and in my job I get to be around a lot of pretty things. They pay me to watch them and capture them in a frame for many purposes, and sometimes I like my profession a little more than I should.

I took a job to capture her… I wanted to capture and keep her in more than just the image. This time I will take myself away from the lens and become the client because I cannot resist her, she reminds me too much of my first, I need to have her.

Traumatised from a vicious attack, Nina Drake finds herself shut off from the world until her neighbour brings her out of more than just her nightmares. Even after moving and changing her name, she still can’t shake the feeling of being watched. The memories are so close.

And so is the shadow of the creator of them all.

Unbeloved (Undeniable, #4)

Unbeloved by Madeline Sheehan

My rating: 4 of 5 stars

Not as riveting as some of the others in the series

I heard a podcast the other day discussing the merits of different points of view in a story, and it said that first person characters sometimes get caught up in their own heads.

That’s how I feel about this book. I liked it. I liked reading more about these characters and this world. But, it didn’t seem to keep the story moving at the same pace as the other books before it. I kept finding myself distracted. I was disappointed since I was a big fan of the first book in this series in spite of the fact that all three men who were interested in Eva in book one needed to drive off a cliff together to a fiery demise.

Anyway, I enjoyed the story of Dorothy and Hawk. I was hoping for a bit more drama with Jase being in the mix, but it was still good. And I thoroughly enjoyed the foreshadowing regarding ZZ, and the epilogue. I will definitely be reading his story, although I suspect he will be another “hero” that I hate and can’t find redeemable. Because, as of right now? He is an irredeemable dumpster fire of a person. Shoots his brother. Shoots his other brother, and beats him up. Betrays the club. Joins the enemy. Kills people. And then, because there might be some tiny bit of a soul hiding that he just has to burn out of himself, he leaps into trafficking women (or so it seems, anyway). What a prize. I kinda hope his book involves some kind of hideous comeuppance. Talk about an HEA. ❤

Again, I got distracted…

This book was good. If you’ve enjoyed this series thus far then you need to read this book for sure. It isn’t a standalone, and your enjoyment of it would take a significant hit if you tried to jump in here without reading the other books first.


Can’t wait for ZZ’s book to see what kind of completely deserved hell the author puts him through.

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Warning: This is not a conventional or predictable love story. It involves one woman and two men bound by a love so destructive it spans two decades, pitting brother against brother, and shattering the lives of those touched by it.

Dorothy Kelley is a born romantic, searching for her prince. Instead she finds herself pregnant at fifteen, and in a loveless marriage by the tender age of eighteen. Then hope comes riding into her life on a motorcycle and within weeks, Jason “Jase” Brady, a member of the Hell’s Horsemen motorcycle club, sweeps Dorothy off her feet.

But nothing is ever simple for Dorothy. Jase is married with children. And as Dorothy patiently waits for Jase to give her the happily-ever-after she’s been dreaming about, James “Hawk” Young, a member of the Hell’s Horsemen with secrets of his own, sees an opening into Dorothy’s life and takes it. What follows is a long and painful journey of self-discovery and forgiveness, as Dorothy comes to realize that home was exactly where she’d left it, and the love she’d forever craved had always been within her reach.

This is the story of Dorothy, Jase, and Hawk.

We are all born pure; it is our journey that burdens us and leads us astray. Our mistakes that beat us down and cover us in guilt and shame, burying us a little more with each passing hardship. It is up to us to dig ourselves out, to come to terms with our faults, to embrace not only our imperfections but those of the ones we love, and to once again find the path we strayed from.

Praise for the UnDeniable Series:
“I have never been so beautifully uncomfortable than when reading the Undeniable Series. I didn’t just feel while reading them. Madeline Sheehan set every single emotion within me on fire with a blowtorch.”
—S.L. Jennings, New York Times and USA Today best-selling author

“In an untouchable league of her own, Madeline Sheehan has created a riveting tale of ugly, forbidden love turned beautifully right. Heartbreak, grief, and finding strength and healing through family is the foundation of this emotional saga. A single breathing entity working in tandem against the cruelty that is their world, every character in the Undeniable Series will become a piece of you, embedding themselves into your thoughts for years to come.”
—Gail McHugh, New York Times best-selling author